When Hannah hits her head we call it a head bonk. Thats how i felt when the doctor showed me spots in my brain. After a week and a half i am still not sure what i am feeling. I am feeling better but energy levels are not 100% nor does my balance feel right. I feel a little betrayed by my immune system, like how could those little soldiers do that to their own body? I am a little scared that the things i love will have to go away. At this point i am trying to negotiate a deal with myself; i’ll give up whats been damaged so far in exchange for a reduced intensity level of what i consider normal. Just trying to keep up with Hannah the last few days has been hard enough. I didn’t think she was going to have to wait for me until she was at lest 18 or 20. Now i’m not so sure. We are going to the doctor again on friday and will get more info then. It might be a good idea to write down or record the appointment so I can transcribe the doctors answers to my questions.
8/11/2009 ~ 1 min read
